So Everyone knows I left JIL Angeles, but on the record. (and for future references. I will answer some of the questions asked to me during that time.
Questions: From Various of people
Q: 1. What happened?
A: My Health & Body deterioted and I got so sick last August 4, 2009. I needed the rest so my family confiscated my phone because so many people are texting me. (Actually it started August 3, 2009 when I came back from church after the meeting.) August 5, 2009 (Morning) a fellow co-leader with another co-leader, came to our house, and I told him, “I am sorry bro I can’t go to the meeting because I needed to rest” (there was an important meeting that time and I had to be there). But I gave my Laptop to him for the Meeting and told him, “You can operate it right? and just give it back when the meeting is done”. After that, my sister said, “Why do you trust them so much? That is your Laptop and not their laptop”. I said, “Well they will give it back, they need the laptop because the datas where there” (Although the datas of the Church has been already been transferred 3 times at the pastor’s laptop. And I even gave them a copy of a CD for their Files, my own USB) So I thought it was Okay. At that night, after the laptop was sent back; My sister text them to pray for me because it was Prayer meeting that time. Then morning came August 6, 2009, that same co-leader came and again, asked for my Laptop.. and again I gave it to him. He said they will transfer files. I told him, I already transferred everything and he said, “It was deleted Te chette.” So okay.. I know he saw my condition (I know he did) That was around 10am (if I am not mistaken). I thought everything was Ok. I slept and rest for Friday and Saturday. Then my condition started to get well again but still slowly recovering, since I have a commitment to the Music team, and I got my phone back (Saturday, August 8, 2009); I text the Music Team and ask them if they are Okay and I text Pastor that I am already Okay. But then suddenly, when another leader text me… I discerned something is wrong and I found out that there was an order from the pastor, not only that he also ordered all the youth to ignore us and do not communicate with us and it hurt me and I got too emotional and because of that, it triggered my condition… and again… my sister confiscated my phone and told me, “See!!! I told you so! I’ll take your phone! Do not go to church tomorrow. Just Rest” Again, Philip and I have a commitment and we do not want to sacrifice the service that Sunday (August 9, 2009) Philip came at our house, he checked my condition, got the laptop and went to church. Then I don’t know why but the Holy Spirit spoke to me, as I was laying on my bed… and Jesus comfort me and readied me for what will happen. (I honestly love what Jesus did that time; because if He didn’t, and then I will find the news… maybe I will be dead because of the emotional stress that could trigger heart failure). So when Philip came back, He took a deep breath and told me “Labsie, don’t be shock, just get ready to hear what happened…” and I just stared at him and he started to talk about what happened, and he was crying.
Q: 2. What happened that sunday?
A: When Philip came to church, there was already a new laptop, new staffs and he was restricted and forcibly restricted to seat at the multimedia seat. And from leaders to members and even workers; he was like a wind. The Pastor told him to go to the office and He yelled at him saying, “You and Sister Chette are on-hold, so do not go to your place and sit just like a plain members now” and Philip asked him again to clarify what he heard because he was so confused at that time about the pastor’s order, he asked 3 to 4 times, and his voice became more and more angrier and louder. During the preaching, he pointed out that even satan could appear as an angel of light, so what more is his minions. He also said, that when you are a slave you have no right to complain (which is partly right but isn’t that we are not slaves anymore? but a friend/children/bride of God?” Philip didn’t know why but he kept saying “Thank you God. Thank you God” as he hears the preaching; because God impressed to him that we had done nothing wrong. We have a clear and clean conscience that we have serve God faithfully, fearfully and passionately. And then during the ministering, God told Philip, “This is not the end; but the beginning.” After the AM Service, the pastor and Philip talked, Philip tried to explain what had happened to me; but he said it is foul because he is not yet my husband and he did not give us consideration in anything. Plus he also told Philip that I don’t accept his calls or text. (I was sick and my phone is not in my hands) He also told Philip that he did not received any text from me. Which is a LIE because my sister texted him and I text him saturday. So when Philip finished the story, He asked for my condition, but I told him. I am okay because God already told me to get ready. . Afternoon came… Two youth went to the house and gave the USB to philip and demanded the datas (which of course has been transferred for many times already) So my family decided to format everything. My sister together with Philip formatted my laptop. (In the first place it was mine not them) And we thought that was the end… but no… After their PM Service, Elders of the Church went to the gate demanding again to get my laptop and the datas and threatening to sue us if we don’t comply.
Q: 3. Did you text or submitted a letter?
A: Yep.
Q: 4. After that what happened, did they stop and leave you in peace?
A: Nope. It became worst. They badmouthed us and even use the pulpit. And that last sunday (08.16.09) after their service, they had their emergency meeting and sadly one of the leaders (I thought I trust) said to her cousin, “beware of them, they are agents of satan”
Q: 5. Did You leave JIL Angeles because of Rebellion?
A: No. I left because of various reasons:
a. No Consideration - and even called me a Liar. I was accountable with the text. I did text! and even my sister that I was SICK , The Boyfriend of ZM – R.ANG saw my condition. Even the other KKBs (Names Initial: NV, CG and RA).
b. They threat to sue me – I am a typical silent person when it comes to my background. But even I am like this, I have Uncles and Aunties who are in the government. My Dad is a well known person in this place that ALL ATTYs asked Advices to him when there is a CASE. So you get my point. Now aside from that, A Godly church never threats his or her members or flocks. It all started last 2 months ago, they threat Philip first and that I started to think if this is the Church God wants us to stay. If it was our fault. We will accept it. But the threat to sue us and slander us with lies….that’s Injustice. We can’t accept that.
c. They spread it out to all the people – Imagine, a leader told one of my new Godly Sisters in Christ “Be careful to them, they are agents of satan” not only that. There was a certain worker in VCF when he looks us into his eyes, we can discern something… he is the brother of ZM boyfriend (the one who saw my condition) and we found out that they are talking bad about us.
d. How dare they? – We’ve sacrifice 6 years of our lives serving God because we love God so much. We gave up everything, I opened my HOUSE and defended them to my family. To God be the Glory, God used us to contribute a lot in the Church and when everything else fail… they will call you… “Demons? Satan?” How dare they.
e. The Close people were the ones who hurt us – Initial (BP, LD, ZM especially LD and ATA) the people who I never in my life thought that will bethray me and hurt me, but they did and especially TP. We are the victims here.
f. I don’t want to be a part of a church where evil leaders rule - Who would want to go to a church, with leaders who harass girls, discourages people, gossipping behind your back, and uses your room as a hotel (after you opened your house to them?) I’ll be a true stupid Christian if I submit to their authority. (I’ve been stupid for following their orders for 6 years. I’ve had enough.)
Q: 6. Do you regret of serving God there?
A: Both. Yes and No. I regret giving almost everything to them. I regret trusting them. I regret everything. Heh. Even when I was leader I never felt submission from them (not only that, they’re backstabbing me! especially WB and CG)… you know if I was an evil person? I could already sue CG for what he has done in my room. And JO for molesting me? and BP and her sister KP for giving me unpleasant texts. Be glad I am not like that.
YES because of the churchmates.
NO. Because I Love God. But anyway we can Serve God even we are not part of their church.
Q: 7. Why did you post every promotion from them before?
A: It’s not Self-glorifying. it’s a Testimony of how God is using me. (and I encouraged people to serve God because it’s a joy to serve God. But if you’re company is not from God, I advise you not to. Go and find a church with true christians.) And actually, It’s not about me it’s about God.
Q: 8. They said you glorify yourself in their pages?
A: No. We were not glorified in their pages. We did handled their pages but God knows that we didn’t use their pages to glorify ourselves. Actually the head of KKB is more glorified there.
Q: 9. Why did you take up many ministries if you can’t handle them? maybe you just got burn out?
A: Some of the leaders of JIL Angeles thought that I was burn out. But the answer is: I didn’t leave JIL Angeles because I was burn out. No. I never felt burn out in serving God. I just got sick that time and they did not give me consideration and even did those bad things.
Q: 10. Why not go back there and patch things up?
A: A leader there once said, “Trust must be earned.” They already lost my trust. I don’t trust them anymore. If they want to talk, There should be witness. My sisters and a Video Camera. Actually the last time they went here, they were being taped. They even insulted my sister
Q: 11. Did God expose you?
A: God did not expose us. They did. If we are really at fault, why are we having a blessed life right now? Even though we left their covering? Actually they were the ones who were expose in the whole JIL Worldwide by posting their slandering to us. The webmasters “Krisha “Zha” Meneses and Krishna “Nhang” Pontojas.” (Know them? Beware of them). I have screenshots of what they did, and their pictures are already submitted to my lawyers even those KKBs who went to my house and all the leaders. If they will hurt us, they will be more expose. I know all of their “secrets” and the “secrets of the church”
Q: 12. They called you agents of satan, is that true?
A: If we were still agents of satan when we serve God in JIL Angeles, That church should have been destroyed. But God knows how much we serve Him wholeheartedy and we contributed a lot in their church. (from datas, reports, upgrading multimedia, softwares, CAM and WAM development, websites, even financial help). God knows my sacrifice there. He knows and I know all of them knows.
Q: 13. Do you care about your position?
A: No. If I care about the position, no matter how they abuse me or use me. I won’t leave. But I did leave.
Q: 14. Around May, you said in your blog… that God has given you signs already to leave the church what are those signs?
A: 1. The Pastor wants to use violence to my godswill - it was a misunderstanding because Philip went home early and he doesn’t know that the church needed my laptop. It was also the first time I transferred ALL the datas to the laptop of the pastor.
2. The Pastor wants me to think about “breaking up with my godswill” - This is insane! There are already 3 confirmations and me and Philip are just waiting for THAT time. And He wants me to break up with him? Because of Philip’s character? He doesn’t know Philip as much as I know him. (Plus the pastor who confirmed was more in a higher authority than him)
3. When the Pastor told us, “Why don’t you stop studying? and just do ministry?” – That’s the time Philip talked to him straightly and Philip said, “Our faith isn’t like yours. We have to finish our school” – This church is not balance.
4. When He said, “There is a time to be quiet, but there is also a time to speak, you have to speak it out” – Then we have spoken ^^
Q: 15. They took down the screenshot and they change their wordings. Who made them change their wordings and took down the screenshot?
A: According to a fellow KKB National Leader (Thank you!). They saw the post through my blog, reported the post to Rev. AOG and Rev.AOG told the JIL Angeles to remove it. So yep, instead of us being expose. they were the ones who were being exposed.
We were the victims, and we became orphans for a week, but God heard our cry. He didn’t let us stay orphan, He led us into a promising Church. We are happy now, happier than before. Everything in our life is in balance ^^
btw.. I can’t choose between Otoya and Ichinose @.@ and… well here’s a picture of Ichinose and Ren XD hehe
of course I am looking at the genre and the story, if I like it then go for it! if not? I won’t bother watching it. (But you know School days was sooo good in the beginning so I was quite shock at the ending.. ahhh I don’t want to remember it @.@ )
